Shadow.

None of your promises are achieve before. But fine. I don't care. The only thing that I care is about her.
You told me she's over mature. She's not suits you. You don't even like her. and wouldn't fall in love with her in the future. You said so. But in the end you still get together with her.
Well. Maybe she's pretty enough, clever enough and gentle enough. She's so perfect to you. and I'm not that good enough. Perhaps you've found someone that you really love, and she loves you. She's your dream girl. Those promises you gave are just a perfunctory to me. Right ? Finally you found that one. And get free from my shadow.
I know you're not that right person since you lied alots to me. Now, I found my right one. And so you are.
So why should I care so much ? I don't know. Maybe I'm still living in your shadow. I know I will walk away from your shadow someday. I know I will. You're not exist anymore. I should live in my own way.

Love Sick.

It's something wrong with me nowadays. I'm weird. So weird. And I just can't believe i'm brave enough to write out this post.Just for you.
I just can't stop thinking about you. Keep watching you from the back like a stalker.
Every single movements or actions of you can really make me fly up high.
You will never know.I like to fooling around with you just to get a sweet smile from you. Because I'm in love with that smile. It's damn freaking sunshiney. It's the best smile that i had ever seen. It's really killing me. I have to admit that i have a crush on you right now. Yes, you. :)